Ugh!

I'm not in too good a mood right now. You see, I just took [and likely failed] my Physics test. It was a complete kick in the dick. Seriously. My dick is reeling with pain. Immense pain, and it doesn't make me happy. Not at all, nuh-uh!

Well, lets hit the rev. button for a second here. Last night, I went to my very monotonous art class. Now, like I said, I had a badass (rather, as badass as a picture of me can be) self portrait I drew in charcoal (It literally, and I'm sorry if I said like a jerk or anything, pwnzrd everyone elses...easily). When we had critique Kevin (the instructor) said he like it... and listed examples of things he thought I had done well, but then said it wasn't right for the class because I used a picture... Oh well... fuck it, I liked it... After critique we had a 5-10 minute break which he talked to me during about my thoughts and opinions on observations from life vs. pictures. He said some more technical gobbley gloock and demonstrated his personal preferences and opinions. I guess in a way, I can respect him when he actually talks through things and expresses what he wants to get across... but I personally do not like the way he goes about his class. Not that it matters much now... we've only got 4 more classes... Anywho, I asked him if I could have my picture back so I could finishe the shoulders and arms... he said he'd like to hold on to it, and made me write 'From Photo' on it... this did not make me happy face. I better get that damn thing back! For serious... After class, I took my happy ass to the bus stop and caught my lonely last bus home. The driver was really cool though. He and I talked for a little bit and then he dropped me off literally right infront of my house (props). I got home and cracked open the Physics stuff. I studied for about an hour, maybe an hour and a half, then threw all of the shit off my bed and went to sleep.

This morning, my alarm was off, so my mom had to wake me up (dammit!). I got ready really quick and left my house about 7: 27. I was walking to the bus stop, when all of a sudden, the 49U sneaks up behind me... then fucking jets past me! BASTARD!!! Nooooooooooooooooooo! I needed to catch that damn bus to get to campus early so I could study! Fuck my life! Steve and Beau were on that bus and we got some very important conversing done (sorta), all while I pretended to study. We got to campus, and long story short... I didn't get much studying in. So I went to class... and here I am. you're all caught up and I'm not all too happy.

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaace...

Now I'm gonna try to get the latest episode of Heroes done (I won't be here later in the week. W00T for thanksgiving!!!), then I've got math. I really hope we're just reviewing today... that would be sweet. However, something tells me, we're actually going to do something of substance, which basically means I'm going to finish my checkerboard pattern on the graph paper she gave us! Rofl...

What Time Is It?

*Spoiler alert!- This post contains a rant that I may not feel the same way about later, but feel the need to talk about it now*

So last night was very laid back for me. I got my jammies on, and just chilled. Okay, quick side note, one of the best feelings in the world is being inside with jammies on (possible slippers if you're into them, I know I am! Also, comfy blankets are pimp as Hell) while it's all cold and dark outside and you can see/hear the wind. You get this warm, comforting... just awesome feeling. You know, it's nothing matters... you're comfy, and you can just relax... Anyways, back in (ha, that's what she said). So I finally got around to beating Lego Star Wars II last night. I didn't complete it yet though(I'm about 50 something %, and before you say anything about that score, you don't get Vader (One of the only two Sith in the game) till the last level. And every level before that has extra challenges that you need the dark force to accomplish). Andrew got home around 10:30, we talked for a bit, then went to bed around 11.

This morning, my mom was in a rush to get out to somewhere for some meeting thing, so she was running around trying to make sure I was awake and such. I was laid backand moped about (even though I knew I had to hurry so I wouldn't miss my bus (again)). Anyways, I ate, packed my stuff, then left. The good news, I waited for about a minute before my bus came, the bad news, I was on a bus going to school. So Beau and Nate were at the other stop and Beau and I chatted a bit on how we both need to get our acts together and work on archy (A LOT!!!). Then he and I visited the Union lab like always. I pissed away time on Facebook, and making this picture:

Lol

But then I had to leave to go to Physics. I started off the class really well. I was awake and taking notes. But then I started nodding off, and the last half of the class was pretty choppy... But I did get the extra credit question right! There was also a hot chick sitting next to me today (she always sits in my general are, but the class is a lecture, so you pretty much just pick out any seat you want depending on when you get to class), not that it matters much: 1. I'm not the type to just strike up conversation 2. It's a lecture, so no one really talks to one another... we all just sit 3. She's always texting, which I've taken as a general rule means they've got a boyfriend (yes that logic is horribly flawed, but think about it... it almost makes sense). So then that class ended and headed on over to my physics discussion, which I was hoping would help me for an exam in lecture on tues... It didn't. But I did get a perfect score on my quiz, so... whatever. Then I walked my happy ass back on over to the Union. It was about here that I realised how much I hate people. Let me explain. If someone says or does something stupid, you can correct them, fix them, teach them something... BUT WHEN EVERYONE IS DUMB AS FUCK YOU JUST WANT TO BEAT THEM OVER THE HEAD WIT A GOD-DAMN HAMMER!!! Now, I've been around a lot of stupid people (well the ballpark is a thousand meters...), but I'm really sick of this whole "I'm a college student lah-dee-da" attitude. Just because you're in college, that doesn't give you the right to be an obnoxious fucking dumbass... Moving on...I ate, looked over some math crap... and then just sat there. It was about 11:30, math didn't start till 12:30... but I just sat there.

I zoned out kinda. It was like all of my senses turned off and I was just staring out the window... but I was still thinkin' about stuffs. What stuffs you ask? Everything really. Just where I am in life, and where it is I want to go. It's not like there's anything (terribly) wrong going on in my life... just the idea that it could be better, because it has been before. Things in life, the decisions you make always look different in retrospect. It was like I was dissecting the past x years of my life, wondering why the good things didn't last longer, and why the Hell I ever did the stupid things (yeah that list is very plentiful (being added to continually)...). It was weird, and yet pretty cool. And kind of fun bring up all of those memories, the good and the bad mind you... So, I sort of slept with my eyes opened thinking about life for an hour before returning to reality and going to math.

Math was boring (go figure), and I wasn't a happy camper after taking the quiz. I was okay during it, but after, I realised I got a few things wrong, which on a quiz is no good (it's only ten points... you make a single mistake and it's like an A-/B+...). But that finally ended (I gotta study for a test coming up in that class too... Fuck) And that brings me up to now. Sitting, yet again, in the Union lab. I gotta take an Archy quiz, which, I need to good on. I really need to break away from these straight B grades... I need to throw some A's on this bitch!!! Sorry. So, I'm gonna actually do some work for a bit... BAI!!!

Operation Blog: Go!

So, my morning was routine. Somehow, I woke up on time... My alarm didn't ring and my mom didn't come wake me up... I just woke up... crazy. I had raman noodles for breakfast (it was quick easy and warm... don't judge) which was a bad idea. Every time I eat raman noodles (which isn't often) I'm reminded just why I don't have them on any sort of average basis. They're really not that good... and I don't care what anyone says all of the 'flavors' are bullshit, they're all the same!... Not only that it left a very bad taste in my mouth for the rest of the morning. On the bright side, I didn't need an energy drink to keep me awake in physics today. No more dependency I swear! I actually got to class awake, and was ready for today's hour or so lecture... for maybe the first fifteen minutes, then I started bobbing up and down. However, I still managed to take some pretty good notes, and woke up in time to answer todays in-class question (which I got right! Nailed it!). That was pretty sweet. I was proud of myself. Disscussion was, as always, pretty cool. Sujeet actually told us today, with much hesitance (he couldn't quite word it), that other disscusions 'aren't run' like his. Which basically meant, most disscusion teachers have sticks up there asses and couldn't care if you failed it. So, he told us not to gloat to other students... Any peoples in Physics 107 reading this? Of course not, Kiwi's not starting school till next semester (P.S. Kiwi, 2nd semester applications and shit are happening now/really soon!)... Then I had a break to read and eat. Math was a pain. A quiz and then lots and lots of talking. Towards the end I got really sarcastic and just wanted to leave... ugh... Now I'm writing this and jammin' out to some pimp ass tunes (that means music! Oke-doke Dr. Jones!!!). Yeah, I've gotta start reading archy stuffs then take a quiz... blah, I could do it tomorrow morning, but I'm a very concsious and well decision making student (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sry). Really, I'm just looking forward to going home and laying down... A nap would be pretty cool. Even though no plans were passed by me, peoples will likely show up tonight, and if not, I can finally spend time at my house. Then tomorrow, as well as the rest of the weekend, plans were 'made', but we're just gonna see how much of that actually comes together (my bets are on slim to none, but you never know...)

I Was Awake!!!

So, this happens to me every night. I try with good intent to get to sleep early if I know I've got a morning class the next day... that never ends up happening though. I mean, I mean well. So, on my way to the bus stop, I stopped at Pick N Save to buy myself an energy drink to keep me awake. I got myself a Monsoon cuz it was all like "hey, buy me, I'm on sale!" So I was all like, "Okay, I'll buy you and consume your insides!". That's when we had a really long awkward silence. But I bought it anyways. I got to school early and talked with my slightly handy-capped yet more than capable friend Beau (Aliases include: Beau-regard, Beau Nurr, Beauseph, Bo, Bo-bo-bo-bo-bo-bo-bo). He was doing his math and I was waisting on the computer next to him. I left and went to Physics. The Monsoon was pretty good, and it kept me awake. After tha I went to my Physics Lab, which is really easy and the TA is cool (cool, cool). After that I went to the Union and ran into Nate. I ate with him and we talked about nonsense (main topic of conversation between us). I ended up sitting at the SDS table with him for awhile. Then I left and went to my match class. Big suprise... I zoned out for most of the review... But then we took a quiz which I'm pretty sure I did well on, but I'm prone to making stupid mistakes. Anyways, I left and went back to the union computer lab to take an Archy quiz. After I finished the quiz I once again started waisted time lolling. Now I'm about to leave and go back home. Chickens at home!!! Mmmmmmmmmm... Chicken. After I eat I'm gonna see if I can't hang out with a friend I don't see much anymore (not that I'm too concerned, it's usually her fault. Yes even losers have drama from time to time...). So, I'm gonna leave now and look forward to the weekend!