Oh God

I honestly never thought I'd come back here. I really did have the intent of leaving this all behind me. I'm only here because we were talking about blogs tonight at the Hookah bar. And so when I finally got home from another day of hanging out with people and not saying the things I've been wanting to get off of my chest, I changed, brushed my teeth and started looking through my blog. I was shocked to only see 3 posts [not including this] for the entire year of 2010. Here I thought that this year would change me. I thought maybe this year just wouldn't be like the rest...

Nevertheless, I read some of my older stuff and thought to myself 'wow... amidst the random garbles of filth I thought I was writing out of sheer boredom, there really is some powerful stuff in here'. It may sound stupid, but I really don't remember the things I've wrote in my blog. I often either wrote things early in the morning (like this guy) or on the fly in the afternoon (mainly just chronicling what I was doing/feeling at that exact moment. So it's crazy for me to look back at the keys I've stroked (hehe... stroked) and just what I've made.